Forever.....

I believe in 'forever'... that's a really, and I mean REALLY long time, eh?

The circles of friends and loved ones, that make the larger circle, amazing isn't it?

I know I'm rambling... it is, after all, part of the blog description... I'm trying very hard to bring some coherency to my thoughts and in writing them out but feeling like I'm woefully missing the mark...

First let me apologize... for lack of communication via email, comments left on blogs, I've gone deep inside, processing, it's where I need to be right now.

I will be back, but right now....

You see, a friend has continued on his journey from this particular plane of existence... as in no longer walking this earth as we know it... and it's hit me hard, I was just days away from going and seeing him, thinking there would be time, but he surprised us all, and I'm talking 'cutting us down at the knees' surprising us all.

I first met him when I was 14, that was a long time ago... as in 40 years... but absolutely nothing compared with 'forever'...

Bobby and I both have our own history/herstory with Mike and the information produced anguish in both of us...

Anyway, maybe someday the story of Mike will make it to the pages here... but for now, no.

I've been reading the pages in my soul, page by page, with all the emotions you could possibly experience, page by page....

I know I've written it before..... I do believe that souls travel in packs.... and this particular soul? I've known... forever.... and will continue to do so.

Just thought I'd put this out there, let you know why I've not been by, or answering email... I'll get through it, and return.

Thanks.
I love you all.
Go visit a really old friend, one you've not seen in awhile... one who you know is firmly tucked in your soul for all time....

Happy knitting and continue making good time.